Memoria Eterna

I am a black CAT,

DARK DARK BLACK,

Accompany your moonlight,

My eYes spark.

Your night warms,

My heart heats,

 O My Goddamness,

How RED it's.

Since we are familiar,

Your color is my cover.

Down to my ear,

Freeze your lover.

When the nights solid,

When the  keys beat,

When my souls hold,

The Heaven and HELL meet.

                                                                               ------By Lucifer

只想温柔地爱你

爱，是要回报的，爱，是要有偿的，这样的话，爱才有价值，爱才有意义。

我不想这么想。

 我喜欢和小动物还有小朋友在一起，因为和他们在一起的时候，你不需要隐藏自己的本真。如果我可以像贵志那样看得见妖怪的话，我想，我也会吸引妖怪。妖怪也是一样，有供养成精的妖怪，有怨念成精的妖怪，但是唯一一点，他们都不会隐藏自己。即使是猫老师说：“以后我要吃了你。”他也不会假装和你友好，却偷偷陷害你。

这就是纯洁的好处，纯粹的善与纯粹的恶都是一种纯洁，而贵志和铃子占了这两端。

记得支教的时候看到过一只老猫，消瘦的样子让我可怜，我就把吃不完的东西都拿去给她吃。那时候没有想太多，但后来有个女生来找我表白，因为我“善良”。我当然没有接受。我不知道我的这个行为蕴藏了多少善良的表达，我只是觉得，如果我的善良必须要我做出些事情让别人看见的时候，才能有价值的话，我还不如不要这份善良。

对啊，不要这份善良。因为往往善良会让人显得软弱，让人不由的寂寞，让人无私的帮助别人的时候，要不就是遭人怀疑，要不就被人当作习惯。

但是这就是我，丢不掉的我。

这个世界上没有比用不善来掩饰善的本心更蠢的事了，而我却在做这么件事，真傻。只是为了让人觉得，我在帮助别人的时候，没有更大的险恶用心。这样，也就不会有更多的人离我而去。

我想铃子，或许也是这样想的吧。或许，让那些妖怪们因为友人帐而建立起羁绊，这样，总有一天会再见。

《夏目友人帐》刚刚看了几集，但是，却好像已经认识了铃子很久。

不知道什么时候开始，开始为爱别人找个理由。因为找个理由之后，会觉得少许的有些踏实，因为人的感情太易变，今天的爱人，明天就会形同陌路。曾经我说：“我爱的那个人，即使是变成了男人，我也一样会爱，因为我爱的是她的本体，而不是她的外在。”但是，收到的回答是：“你这个人真奇怪，让人不能理解。”于是，我改成了：“我爱的那个人很有女人味，美丽、性感于是我爱你。”

但真的是这样吗？

他会因为她是萤火虫而不是人儿放弃爱她吗？她会因为他看见她而她看不见他而放弃爱他吗？她会因为他傻傻地不敢道歉二十年而放弃爱他吗？

我渐渐的了解一些事情。所谓的永恒，紧紧地在我心中存在着，每一次遇到这样的动画，她都会浮现出来，让我更坚信自己。那些无聊的伪装，就好像是游戏，玩了几遍就会厌了，而我，已经很厌烦了。等到时间过去，厌烦消除，才能看见自己，而这就是永恒的自己。

仅仅是，想要温柔的爱你而已。

抱歉，没办法证明。^ ^

------By D

The Little Prince is a fairy tale for both children and adults. It has been famous all over the world for many years. <the Little Prince> tells us about the miraculous journey of the Little Prince and the unique love between the Little Prince and the Rose. This story is told by the auther, who cherishes the Little Prince as his best friend.

From this fairy tale, we will learn that everyone is unique in the world. The love with him or her turns to be unique. Because you are unique, your lover is unique, what is more, the experience between both of you is unique, you should learn to cherish it.

In the story, the Little Prince travels from plante to plante. The people from different plante cherish different things. Some are cherishing power; some are cherishing wealth, etc. However, the Little Prince feels strange about these people; he can always find some contradiction between what these people think and what these people act. Actually, they can not get the thing they want by their ongoing action, so does the Little Prince’s love. The Little Prince wants love, but he nearly abandons his unique love. This story laugh at people’s absurdness they are getting when they are growing up.

This story begins with the picture of an elephant swallowed by a boe. The auther drew it when he was young. He wanted to be a painter that time, but all the adults regarded the picture as a sketch of a hat. This sense of lack of imagination is one of the abuses of adults including lust， envy, greed, etc. The Little Prince is looking for love, the pure love in the world. Then he meets the auther. Finally they both find their own unique love: the love of the childhood dream, and the love of Rose. If there is no unique love in the world, the world will not be special, and the world will turn to be a world of philistinism.

                                                                                                                                                  ---------By Lucifer